elementary watson

Progressive

2010-07-08T12:57:00.001+05:30

I look at photographs,

They momentarily ease the pain.

Why did we part this way?

What made us this way?

Who were we then.. who are we now?

Do we really care?

What mistakes did we make?

I was always true to you.. but then what changed?

I loved you all even though it hurt most of the time..

But what did you do?

Your indifference was a slap in my face!

Those feelings of hate start growing..

But what did you do?

Nothing!

Sadness

2010-07-08T12:56:00.001+05:30

what happened -

to those days?

to those times?

to those games?

to those moments?

to those dinners?

what happened to us?

2010-05-22T16:02:00.001+05:30

What is the meaning of forgiveness?

How much of yourself are you putting out there?

How sorry must you feel?

What should you expect?

2010-03-18T18:59:00.002+05:30

A woman scorned in love or friendship can be very vengeful

Realization

2010-03-02T16:35:00.001+05:30

" We have to learn to put the shoe on ourselves,
The College is not going to tie the laces. "

I was talking to my friend one night, and while discussing about jobs and internships, this is what i had said to him.

My Name is Khan

2010-02-17T12:07:00.000+05:30

I saw the movie My Name is Khan on the weekend.
And i must say that its been a long time since i saw really good cinema.
The story unfolds beautifully and the sings add persona to the autistic Khan.
The wait for this movie had been endless but worth it.
I loved every minute of the movie-
It makes you smile, cry and gives the feeling of
pride in seeing Rizwan Khan
achieve something in life.

Thanks a ton to the entire team of MNIK for putting up such an amazing film.

Why?

2010-02-15T15:31:00.002+05:30

When good things start to happen,
When Work seems to begin,
When i know i can get a grip on things,
When everything has become stable-

WHY DO I HAVE TO FALL SICK!

Day 5

2010-01-25T11:38:00.002+05:30

The day starts as usual. A harrowing experience in the bathroom to achieve hot water from the shower, a very filling breakfast of CHOCOS and eggs while running to the loo due to a bad stomach contribute to my lovely morning.

Today the bus journey was eventful while the train journey was very quick. Eventful I said? Yes eventful since i found out that 'ISHQIYA' will be playing in regal and i have one of their songs with me which I must say is pretty catchy and funny at the same time. Now I am at work. Lets see where that takes me. Hope it doesn't mean mean another day of being jobless..

But to add to the days fun, I am staying over at Manasi's place and lets hope that spells out be fun :D

Fundamental

2010-01-25T11:18:00.000+05:30

I miss it,
When i see it grow.
A smile follows,
A memory strikes,
The nostalgia begins -
Oh how i wish I never did grow
To always be a third Year
And watch your efforts unfold.

Tablet Fever!

2009-12-07T00:00:00.001+05:30

It finally caught on. i was wondering why everyone went crazy to own one. And once they had it, it was just them and the tablet. Well now i have it too (borrowed actually) and i must say WOW!!

I also just started using Corel Painter, and i am in love with it already. The brushes here just drive me mad. For a person who used to rely on traditional media to the maximum, this software is a dream come true. You must try it!!

And now for my creation. My first ever digital painting:

Pepper

2009-11-30T01:01:00.001+05:30

We have Pepper in our room!! As in THE PEPPER!!

The most amazing looking woman created digitally. Still don't know what I mean?

Here’s the link: http://artgerm.deviantart.com/art/Pepper-Smile-73438385

Look at the stunning beauty and her details. Mind blowing!

Hope

2009-11-07T23:43:00.001+05:30

The truth about You

2009-11-01T22:27:00.001+05:30

Who’s to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way

Good god your comin’ up with reasons
Good god your dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down

And just fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don’t belong
Fake it if you feel like a ?

A song very apt for some idiots I know.

Lyrics> Fake it - Seether

Excitement

2009-11-01T16:17:00.001+05:30

I have this new toy in my hand, my friend Mrinalini’s Nikon D80.

The sudden urge to capture everything around has grown.

The need to get the right guidance has been met with.

Thank You Abhay for showing me the right techniques,

The patience you have had has been immense.

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I have never been able to relate to photography. These two entities have never co-existed together. But when I took Abhay’s advice to take up my last project for this semester as photography, I'm glad I listened to him. I have never enjoyed photography so much. There is that excitement that has been missing for the past few days. I know that there are many technicalities involved and that you need to understand certain things before you start capturing, but I must say that Abhay is the finest teacher I’ve had. He explained it to me so well that I was able to capture quite a few good shots. Here are some of my efforts.

My results>>

Delicate Pink

Through the looking Glass

Nature’s Curtain

You can see more of my work at >> http://huffythefluffy.deviantart.com

2009-10-30T14:22:00.002+05:30

Why do certain people need to see the ugly side of life really early?

Relief

2009-10-27T16:55:00.000+05:30

To hear that sweet voice,
To hear you call my name--

Is all I really long for.

And now that I have
I think i will be alright.

A Flower

2009-10-23T17:55:00.000+05:30

He loves me!
I think not..

He loves me?
Naah.. not possible

As in who would be that insane to invest so much of time in a confused, irritating, talkative, ignorant, silent person, namely ME. I don't think so. I know we all come with our share of problems but it seems that i attract the most of them.

I know we all want a person who will look after us, be there for us.. the usual stuff. But sitting back and thinking about it now.. is this the kind of person i really want to be with? Thinking really hard on this right now seems a little out of the ordinary but then at one time or the other you have to give it a thought.
Its not only about falling in love but also to be comfortable with the person. And these things are really easy to find but difficult to hang on to.

Looking back on my past failed relationships( mind you there aren't many, you can count them on one hand itself), the one thing i have realized, never try to change friendship into to something more, it never really works. If you were meant to be with him you will. But that first thing about 'Lets be friends' doesn't really work here. It screwed with my past friendships and i have lost touch with decent people. But then suck is life also.

So coming back to topic. What am I looking for in a guy?

Dependent
Humour
Security
Intelligence
Optimism
FUN
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well i cant think anymore. Its funny how we draw up a blank when we are asked to list down somethings.

Idle Chatter

2009-10-23T17:27:00.000+05:30

Time passes on --
No need to look back on.

I wonder who will remember,
I wonder what we will forget.

Will there be that little regret?

Are we that unaffected
That hurt goes so unnoticed
That we keep slicing our loved ones
With the knife of rejection and indifference

Who matters to us the most?
Your lover, room mate, neighbour, friend or foe?

Or has that time come now
That goodbye's never really mattered to us folks.

A Repetitive Pattern

2009-10-12T19:40:00.006+05:30

Why do I always do this,
When I know the pattern is a repetitive one.
It's always pick me up one moment when needed --
Then cast me away like garbage when you don't.
And here once I thought the pattern might be broken
But i was wrong again.

Thank you for making another year a memorable one.
Thank You for making me Ice Queen again.

Sick

2009-10-06T15:22:00.000+05:30

Sitting alone in my room.
Why?
I keep asking myself why. Why do I have to fall sick?
Isn't once enough. Is it the virus that likes me a lot or is it just me? Am I that weak?

I hate that I am so weak.

Its Time

2009-10-03T17:12:00.000+05:30

Time to gather the thoughts

Time to be armed with the weapons

Its time creativity flows into my soul

Its time to sit down and think

Its time to scratch that mop of hair on my head

Its time to put things down on paper

Its time to make something new

Its time.....

For me to stop wandering and start working :P

Lullaby

2009-10-03T16:34:00.001+05:30

Its the time of the stars,

When the moon comes down,

To sing You the sweetest lullaby.

With its every word you fall asleep,

While the clouds keep you warm in the nite,

For you to wake up to a great day tomorrow.

Love <3

2009-10-03T02:01:00.001+05:30

A thought from the heart,

That you will always be --

A major part of my small little heart.

That you are the light,

When everything is dark.

That you are my strength,

When all seems bleak.

That I will be always yours,

No matter the distance

No matter the time.

'Coz my heart beats for you always.

You

2009-10-03T00:41:00.004+05:30

I miss not seeing you,

I miss not hearing you.

I miss not looking into your eyes,

I miss branding you as mine.

I miss your scent,

I miss your touch.

I miss that loving caress,

And your hot breath upon my neck.

I miss that teasing smile,

I miss that hearty laughter.

I miss your boyish charm,

I miss your eminent sigh!

I miss the games we play,

I miss those silences we have.

I miss most of all ---

The safety I feel when I am with you.

I hate the distance between us,

I hate dying mobile batteries.

I hate it when you are angry with me.

But most of all ---

I miss not existing right next to you!

The 'why so ___ ' Game

2009-04-05T23:32:00.000+05:30

Huffy: why u so quiet

Abhay: why so serious

Huffy: why so naughty

Abhay: why so huffy

Huffy: why so charming

Abhay: why so why

Huffy: why so wat

Abhay: why so

Huffy: why so susu

Abhay: why so poo

Huffy: why so gloo..

Abhay: why so fevicol

Huffy: why so feviquick

Abhay: why so sticky

Huffy: why so picky

Abhay: why so kicky

Huffy: why so sicky

Abhay: why so doodie

Huffy: why so poodle

Abhay: why so hinky

Huffy: why so kinky

Abhay: why so sanny

Huffy: why so canny

Abhay: why so meh blah beh

Huffy: why so :) :D :P

Abhay: why so d'oh

Huffy: why so _____

Abhay: why so f***

Huffy: hmm.. why so bored

Abhay: why so gored

Huffy: why so tired

Abhay: why so fired

Huffy: why so wired

Abhay: why so beered

it doesnt end here though :P

Alien Attack!

2008-10-19T12:56:00.002+05:30

Daddys: :|

Abhay: :|

Daddys: :)

Abhay: :P

Daddys: :D

:((

Abhay: :S

Daddys: "O

Abhay: :x

Daddys: :8

Abhay: ::

Daddys: wats that?

Abhay: 4 eyes

Daddys: !

Abhay: lol

::::

Daddys: :::::

Abhay: :::::::::::::::::::

Daddys: hmm..

Abhay: muaahahahahahaaa

Daddys: wat r u a alien??

Abhay: no u r :P

Daddys: no u r!

Abhay: i'm jus standing in a room full of mirrors

ur an alien

wearing glasses

Daddys: hahahaha...

nice

Abhay: hehe

Daddys: i like that thot

Abhay: gud gud

as long as u dont get too productive n start making lil baby aliens

coz those freaks r really annoying

Daddys: !!!

Abhay: n aliens can jus make babies

they don't need to do anything

Daddys: how do you kno?

Abhay: they babies come out of their mouth like little bugs

n then u shoot them with a shotgun

i'm sure i've seen this in some documentary

or movie

or game

Daddys: interesting

The Downside of Life

2008-09-23T23:52:00.003+05:30

Life is so cruel at times

It gives you want you need

But forgets to give what you want the most..

Why cant I have you as my own..

Someone to call my own

Someone who I can belong to

Someone who I can care for

Someone who doesn't need to be hidden from this world

Why cant life give me what I want!

Black Adder

2008-09-20T02:54:00.002+05:30

while i lay on my chair
with work piled up in front of me
i started the infamous series BLACK ADDER
Rowan Atikinson is truly marvelous
The story is simply entertaining

what i regret is of not hearing of it long before..

Notes to Self

2008-08-29T11:44:00.002+05:30

As I lay on my bed thinking about my surroundings
Thoughts such as these flitted through my mind

I need to know if I am right

I need to know if it is worth it

I need to know whether my time is really worth sharing with other people

If I have the answers to these questions, life would be worth living.